I had had that rush of being competitive ever since I was a kid so when it was gone I made a few wrong choices and got addicted to alcohol and cocaine. CHELSEA have said fax but no fax to Real Madrids bizarre pursuit of Thibaut Courtois. AINHarry Kane gives England a scare after being stretchered off in Tottenham's win over SunderlandWIZARDS OF OSSTottenham star Vincent Janssen out to emulate Ruud van Nistelrooy - who's from the same area of HollandHAPPY AS HARRY'I don't care whether I'm nine or ten. Guardiolas side were already 5-0 up from the first leg, so the match was very much played at exhibition pace. MAURICIO POCHETTINO admits it is sink or swim for Vincent Janssen as he prepares to throw the Tottenham striker in at the deep end. PA:Press Association6Sunderland’s Patrick van Aanholt has denied he has heart problemSunderlan. I cannot imagine when I was a football player, my agent going to the media and speaking against Johan Cruyff, about this and about that. I picked up a virus and that would have crept around my body, possibly even to my heart. Now hes been left out of the squad for the EFL Cup tie at Swansea - when the kids and fringe players are likely to get a run-out. Getty Images5David Moyes says he had no choice but to withdraw Patrick van Aanholt after eceiving la.