I had had that rush of being competitive ever since I was a kid so when it was gone I made a few wrong choices and got addicted to alcohol and cocaine. History notes that I scored two goals in a 2-0 win. Akpom, 20, started in the Gunners 4-0 at Nottingham Forest in the EFL on Tuesday and is desperate for more first team action. To their credit, the players vowed to change their approach during a meeting at Carrington on Monday. But Seluk came out fighting and refused to say sorry — meaning the midfielder could have played his last game for the club. That led to the former Barcelona boss saying that he will not pick Toure for another game until he receives and apology from Seluk. So, I will talk to other clubs because you never know what is going to happen. Hopefully I can open his eyes and make him see that I deserve to play. “My mother has a go at me when I dont track back…Mum Vera, a cleaner,?raised Jesus and his three brothers on her own after her husband died when Gabriel was young. looks certain to leave the Etihad in JanuaryThen in the spring there was another rant as he critisised director of football Txiki Begiristain over the treatment of out-going boss Manuel Pellegrini.