He blamed me for knocking him out in what he thought was a deliberate clash of heads in one of our earliest contests, and I blamed him for stealing my move to Liverpool. You can have those days when youre not at your best but I always try my best. Something from inside is coming out stronger than ever and I just feel like a little boy in training trying to win my spot back as I used to do at Arsenal when I was 16. The results we got from our cardiologist were that everything was fine, otherwise why would he have . mages4And at 29 Mikel knows one last big move could be on the cards for a midfielder with over a decade of top-level experience. Yet Toure must have feared the writing was on the wall when the new manager was announced in early February. After after he was an unused substitute in Chelsea’s second-round EFL Cup victory over Bristol. Moyes also clarified Van Aanholt was NOT told he had been dropped by replacement Denayer, as TV pictures suggested. ol and drugsAFP5Lundekvam was a former Norway captain but was plagued by off-field demonsI turned to drink and drugs which was not good for me but eventually I got the help I needed. Getty Images11Old midfield partner Fernandinho has cemented his place in the sideGetty Images11Toure.