Even Wayne Rooney, the captain, is feeling the pinch. I had always been strong and I was not used to showing my feelings or being able to cry. It was a very, very hard thing to accept especially when your judgement is clouded by alcohol and drugs. I grew up very quickly because of the difficulties and responsibilities that I have always had. Getty Images7Fabregas has been warming the bench this seasonLiverpool beat Chelsea 2-1 at Stamford B. PA:Press Association6Van Aanholt was withdrawn 15 minutes before kick-offMoyes explained the late switch was down to concerns over the left-backs heart. The first thing he did when he arrived at City was to pick a fight with Yaya and Joe Hart, two of the clubs biggest players. However the England Under-21 star didn’t care about his starting position and even offered to play in goal if that got him into the first team squad on a regular basis. I was 32 when Wenger arrived but still hungry for glory. Pep Guardiola is unconvinced by Gael Clichy and Aleksandar KolarovRelated ArticlesThe unexpected guestIn today's Striker, Nick is welcomed to Florida at gunpoint - but there's a bigger shock in store.