I had had that rush of being competitive ever since I was a kid so when it was gone I made a few wrong choices and got addicted to alcohol and cocaine. ol and drugsAFP5Lundekvam was a former Norway captain but was plagued by off-field demonsI turned to drink and drugs which was not good for me but eventually I got the help I needed. And there are still those who believe he should have won Footballer of the Year as he dragged City towards a second title in three years. An angry Moyes wanted answers from the FA as to why their warning only came back to Sunderland at 3. I came back fitter and stronger than ever and, thanks to Wenger, I was still playing for England at 34 having left Arsenal and signed for West Ham. It was a very, very hard thing to accept especially when your judgement is clouded by alcohol and drugs. Getty Images6Alex Grimaldo was being scouted by Pep Guardiola during Benfica clash with BragaGetty I. The east London academy product, who had a spell on loan at Forest last year, also praised the senio. ball skillsWatch ALL?the goals from the Premier League before anyone else for FREE plus all?the latest news, fixtures and results and?live match commentary all on the go with the?new Sun Football App – click here to downloadThe Sun. der as fans sneak into stadiumSHAW NO CERTAINTYGareth Southgate tells Luke Shaw he must start playing for Manchester United to regain England spotKylian Me SoftlySergio Ramos tells Kylian Mbappe he is welcome at Real Madrid ahead of France vs Spain friendlyRAHEEM RECOVERYRaheem Sterling is fit for Manchester City's crunch Premier League clash at Arsenal#pogdaddyLoving son Paul Pogba visits dad Fassou Antoine in hospital to celebrate his 79th birthday after Frenchman is ruled out of Spain friendly through injury The German international looked set to start the season in place of Simone Mignolet until an untimely injury during Liverpool’s pre-season tour to the United States set him back.