No matter what I hear or what they say to me, Arsenal will always be a fantastic, special club in my heart. All that remained to be agreed with City was the fee, when Rafa Benitez took over from Gerard Houllier. Mourinho reminded Uniteds stars, in his own unique way, that January will be here sooner than they think. It was hard for me to admit I needed help and to admit that I was struggling without football. The only way is to acknowledge you need help and just hold your hands up. New Chelsea midfielder N'Golo Kante is becoming a real world wide starRelated ArticlesThe unexp. Even Wayne Rooney, the captain, is feeling the pinch. d swapped Patrick Van Aanholt with Jason Denayer in the warm-upGetty Images6Black Cats boss David Moyes is fuming with the FABut the Dutchman?said: I was indeed surprised, because there is really nothing to worry about. I had been captain of Southampton and of Norway; I was supposed to be strong. I came back fitter and stronger than ever and, thanks to Wenger, I was still playing for England at 34 having left Arsenal and signed for West Ham.