I had had that rush of being competitive ever since I was a kid so when it was gone I made a few wrong choices and got addicted to alcohol and cocaine. You can have those days when youre not at your best but I always try my best. All that remained to be agreed with City was the fee, when Rafa Benitez took over from Gerard Houllier. That is short-term but Mourinho is in this for the long haul. Marc Atkins / Offside6Luke Shaw was publicly criticised by Jose Mourinho after 3-1 defeat at Watford. I didnt think I was allowed, Id have been told off by my aunties - so I just jumped with the nearest person to me. a meeting of its board had decided to leave Etoo out of the first-team squad picture until further notice. FORMER Manchester United star Gary Neville has blasted the embarrassing “leaks coming out of the dressing room. Xabi retained the ball near the corner flag fractionally longer than was prudent. I know when I have to press and I choose much better my game overall.