CHELSEA have said fax but no fax to Real Madrids bizarre pursuit of Thibaut Courtois. Something from inside is coming out stronger than ever and I just feel like a little boy in training trying to win my spot back as I used to do at Arsenal when I was 16. Apart from the players, who have changed, its the same organisation as last season under Van Gaal. And Spurs fans will be hoping it all goes swimmingly for the Dutchman, 22, in tonights EFL Cup third-round clash with Gillingham. I missed the buzz and the adrenaline rush so I sought highs in other ways. The results we got from our cardiologist were that everything was fine, otherwise why would he have . Pogba has spent large amounts of his time reacquainting himself with Cheshire life instead of getting to grips with the stuff at the sharp end. All that remained to be agreed with City was the fee, when Rafa Benitez took over from Gerard Houllier. Table tennis: Courtois v AzpilicuetaChelsea stopper Thibaut Courtois shows off his impressive basket. They can start building bridges with Mourinho this evening by putting in a powerful performance in this third-round tie against mid-table, League One opposition.