Something from inside is coming out stronger than ever and I just feel like a little boy in training trying to win my spot back as I used to do at Arsenal when I was 16. PEP GUARDIOLA was at Benficas recent clash with Braga on a lightning-quick scouting mission, according to reports in Portugal. I live in Europe so I can say what I like and Guardiola cannot stop me. The former Ivory Coast international last turned out for City in the second leg of their Champions League Qualifying match against Steaua Bucharest. DAVID MOYES is locked in a war of words with the FA over the handling of Patrick van Aanholts heart scare. He sent me off for a training camp in the south of France, with the fitness guru Tiburce Darou. The Special One has absolute power, total control of the clubs transfer strategy as they build for a better, brighter future. Rusty Fabregas admits extra time took it out of him after being mothballed this season. Those players will not do for Mourinho in the same way that they did for David Moyes and Louis van Gaal. the first of SIX?loan spells as he played 42 times in a successful time at then-Championship side?Watford during the 2012-13 campaign.